are you brainless?
Posted by Jason | Under Holiday Life Wednesday May 28, 2008The forming..
Posted by Jason | Under Holiday Life Sunday May 25, 2008haha feel abit emo. So want to blog abit. And sometimes.. as I navigate to everyone’s blog, i feel even more emo because of all their emo songs lol.
Anyway, I dont emo for no reason lah.. definitely not because of love lol.. that’s a thing of the past now…
right now.. i’m more concerned to think about my future…
Future…
What future am I talking about?
My Job? NS Days? Money?
Naah….
I realized…
I really love music alot!
So much that I really want to have a good band that I can really enjoy playing music with…
I’m very sadded when I start thinking about it…
There are so many nice songs out there that we could play… only if everyone is able to play those songs…
Inspirations.. Motivation..
I’ve seen friends that have grown in their skills because of these few factors.. some of them really work very very hard to have a break through and achieve a cutting edge skill.
Some of them.. are just not putting enough effort..
Today.. went to Singapore Street Festival to help out at the booth. so while i”m there, I’ve enjoyed 8 hours of Band music.. It’s really nice…
when I saw them,
I feel envious.
. at the same time sad...
I keep asking myself… when can my band be like that? It’s not that we are not skilled enough to play it.. Ok not all…
But if some of us could be determined to practise ALOT to play well in the songs.. why cant the rest…
As I think further, I’ve realized it could be because he has lost his motivation in music.. as certain aspects of interest has eat into him...
as I think.. can we progress like this?
I really do not know.. It will have to depend on the next few jamming practise.. and also because of this, I’m determined to form another band of different genre.. this time.. it’s going to be something tougher.. a JRock band!
The recruitment drive is on!
I’m on the lookout for potential players.. my criteria is very simple..
As long as you have the passion and willing to practise hard.. You are qualified~! I’ve always believed the key in playing well is to have the passion for it and work towards it despite the difficulty faced..
Even I myself.. as a learner in drumming as of now still, there are some songs that is really tough… But i loved those songs.. I struggled with the songs.. so much that I feel like giving up.. But I tell myself.. there is no point in giving up.. if I cant master it today.. I’ll master it tomorrow… etc etc…
With this motivation, every day..
I realized I’m better then yesterday, the hands seems to moved in a more comfortable manner.. No more muscle ache etc…
Music is all about having a passion for it… sigh…. what ever happen to this passion in them?
- Sadded
Does love really need a reason?
Posted by Jason | Under Holiday Life Sunday May 25, 2008Came across her blog that has proven what i’ve said In the past… what is love? Why are we trying so hard to define it?
Here’s the story.
Lady: Why do you like me? Why do you love me?
Man: I can’t tell the reason … but I really like you.
Lady: You can’t even tell me the reason … How can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?
Man: I really don’t know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend’s boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man: Ok, ok! Umm … because you’re beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movement.
Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met an accident and became a vegetable. The guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:
Dearest,
Because of your sweet voice is that I love you … Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that I like you. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you. Because of your smile, because of your every Movement, I love you. Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you. If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore. But does love need a reason? I still love you. Because love doesn’t need one.
If you can define Love. That’s not love.
- Because Love is everything yet nothing
Just a test
Posted by Jason | Under Holiday Life Friday May 23, 2008sdfdsfsdf
Wordpress Test
Posted by Jason | Under Holiday Life Tuesday May 20, 2008the bad luck that is like a chain…
Posted by Jason | Under Holiday Life Monday May 5, 2008The room atmosphere was intense… You could almost hear a pin drop…
Everyone, sit at their terminal looking at the door direction as we approach the room…
I feel like i’m walking to an execution ground… obediently went to my terminal and await the upcoming…
time passed.. finally.. it’s about to start.
The female executioner proceed to her desktop, and activated a presentation slide.
We were told what to do… and what not to do…
Within moments, it’s done… the true challenge start now…
Password prompt appeared on my terminal, I nervously inserted the password assigned to me. and POOF
First question….
now.. the moment of truth…
I do, do, do, suddenly… dio stuck..
waaa jia lat~! this qns I dont know how to do~!~!…
Spend abit of time on those questions…..
then finally…
I’ve finished the test….
I hesitated to press end test.
Being so scared, my finger barely touched the screen….
the terminal detected the sensor of my finger,
It smiled wickedly, not giving me a chance to retract my finger,
the terminal started processing the next screen with a huge grin on it’s face…
My heart begin to jump in double the rate, the power surge into the flow of my veins…
and finally… within seconds…
FAILED
A very big word failed in maroon red showed onto my screen…
and thus the story end…
Yeah dude… let me summarise what just happen.. Lol
I failed my Driving Final Theory Test…
It was the start of a bad day…
Just when I thought it couldn’t be worse,
I found myself not not able to withdraw money from an ATM machine because System display “Machine is not dispensing Cash”
And went to another machine that is one road ahead, and this time, a technician is there, pulling wires and drawing frames….
meaning.. the system is totally down….
Then reached my friend’s place…
at first.. 1 Hard disk died…
I was like OMG…
Within moments…
Another died….
I pondered….
am I really the cause?
Could it be that my bad luck aura has seems to affect everything around me?
Then my cousin brought me home…
he ask me… how is my day?
I told him everything..
really man.. dont my life sux today?
It’s been a while since i had one of these days…
ARGG~!~!
Do you think I’m feeling negative now?
read on…
then my cousin said something interesting…
Not that I heard it for the first time.. but it seems appropriate to hear it now.
If you focus bad things, everything bad will be attracted to you…
If you feel good, everything good will be attracted to you..
Instead of focusing on the bad stuff, look at the bright side…
so I started thinking.. and I realized… there are so many good stuff happened that I didn’t saw…
I didn’t saw myself successfully bought a macdonald meal for two,
I didn’t saw myself successfully formatted HER laptop and successfully installed some software onto my com and my mum’s com.
I didn’t saw myself successfully reach the CDC place even though we dropped one stop earlier…
and I didn’t saw myself having to take a ride home on my cousin’s car and successfully reach home peacefully.
And best of alll, I didn’t saw myself able to still carry on to use my laptop now blogging.
So now, even though I feel sorry for my friend that I did that to him,
I mustn’t dwell in it..
I’ll look at the bright side.. and what’s the brightest thing I’m looking at?
I’m Still Alive
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- a little bit of everything