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haha, Ok i wont be talking about my fyp since it’s over. I wont tell everyone I’m just waiting to graduate

let’s talk more about some other interesting stuff, starting from my own personal feelings. Recently.. I realized my feelings had been pretty fluctuating..

I also dont know why But I’m striving to find the answer

now that i’m back.. I realized someone went missing LoL … it’s like.. we are taking different shift

finally shared everything in my heart with my band.. I almost lose it guys.. I almost gave up hope on you guys…

now.. after today’s talk, you guys seems pepped up. I sure hope next week will be an even better week or else…

tired… am I?

not really..

I’ve put in alot.. But i’m not asking for anything in return, I just hope my two cents worth penny could slowly contribute to the accumulation ratings of success in the near future..

Definitely sad and everything to see you leave.. still we will understand..

now..

who will be the next challenger?

thinker is made to suffer

someone once told me.. or.. showed me..

i’ve made many anticipation, and many did come to pass

this becomes scary..

if my anticipation continues to be accurate..

it means…

something big is going to happen.

and seriously.. I’m not looking forward to it at all..

even right now.. another one of my guesses has come to past too..

arrgg~!

Why am I a thinker? 

emotion stirred…

spiritual drainage…

mental handicap…

admire hearts…

etc…

confused? so am I

vague post today.. because sensitive issues

Good Night

- door to door…

Coding: 100%

Documentation: 100%

Status: BURNT to Disc.

Unchangeable..

Time now.. : 4:57 AM.

- Good Night 

1 day 10% for coding

documentation I havent start yet, but my friend got do so

100% more to go for me and overall 20% more to go for documentation

- he who learns life, learns death

2 day 30% more to go due to increase of a new 10% work

start from today… documentation countdown too..

I havent start yet, so 100% more to go

With great wisdom, comes with great foolishness..

3 days 27% more to go

seeing can be believing, yet because of seeing, we shouldn’t be believing…

4 days 35% more to go

There are more then a thousands Philosophical phrases of life in the world.

Knowing them all doesn’t makes you smart,

doing them all makes you smart,

but if you could do them all,

You are God

5 days 40% to go…

busy busy busy…

soo busy until I’m being tagged as “backslider”…

ahh well, I’m not gonna bother about it. If there is no understanding in this area, I think it’s pointless to even talk about it.

Yesterday, when taking a train home from work, I literally bump into Jereme, Claudia, Christina and Pearly

It was quite a surprised to see them, and i’m sure it goes both way. haha so we chatted abit, and as usual, the “bitches” conversation flows endlessly until even Jereme said “Lao Zha Bor”

LoL

Jereme has improved alot. From a hooligan type of attitude until now, someone whose very well mannered and speak in a very polite tone. LoL

I guess Love can really change people

I was reminded of the time I had a fight with Harold because of him.. LoL

haiz.. the good ol days But I’m not gonna live in regret. Instead I will cherish all these moments that I had, despite being bullied. LoL

I think it’s thanks to those bully and anti social life that I am who I am now.

reminiscing about the past really brings back many memories packaged with variety of favours that brings out different expressive taste.
but 1 thing I find it most intriguing is.. their relationship is almost.. 5 + 3 OMG 8 years already.

Sigh..

When Fate and Destiny Meet, Nothing brings them apart.

Or else, everything will fall apart.

My FYP deadline is getting nearer and nearer. With so much things to do and little time to do it. I’m beginning to be very worried.

Will I really be able to complete my FYP by Friday without compromising my expectation?

Should I pon tang for 1 week?

I know I could complete one very easy and simple project before Friday, but my expectation is high.. so I would not want to compromise anything..

After reading all my CG members who blogged about the first CG. I cant help but to think how long can this peacefulness and unity last.

And my final conclusion is…

It depends on how UNITED are them toward each other and toward CHRIST who is and should be the center of their life.

I pray that till then, they will be imparted with very powerful and strong knowledge of foundation that build them up so strongly that when God started testing each and everyone of them, they will pass the test and rise to an even higher level.

I’m sure I wont be there to see that happen. But I’m really thankful that the group has finally harvested. Looking back at the process of harvesting.. How many people is really with us doing it?

When God’s grace and prescence touched you. My question to you is..

ARE YOU CHANGED?

if yes..

FOR HOW LONG?

I speak this from experience.

The true purpose of God touching us is to help us be enlightened and change from our wrongdoings. But that’s not all. The purpose is also to remind us, DO NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN

When emotion controls us, will we react or proact?
let’’s say if we react.. then blah blah blah and in the end the consequences is..

aiya.. sianz.. regretted.. shouldn’t have done it.

Then everything’s good, we repented and felt God’s prescence and Hooray once again.

a few months later.. emotion take control over us again..

then we react again.. did something awful.. then consequences….

aiya.. sianz.. regretted.. shouldn’t have done it.
and then the cycle continues..

This is a very common situation, and I’ve seen it alot and done it alot.

Then my question is.. Did I really change when God touched me?

What I’m saying here is definitely going to happen to anyone of you who is a Christian and reading my blog now.

I’m leaving RP in a few weeks or months time, so I’m not sure if I could be around to help out when crisis arises.

But my advise to everyone is..

1. Do not take God’s touch for granted but THINK about the significant.
2. REALLY repent, and always keep in mind about it and NOT do it IN JUST A SPUR OF MOMENT
3. be FAITHFUL and TRUSTING even when problem arises because that shows God’s effort in trying to mould us to become a better person and not start emoing, draw circles and thinking Where is God!
4. BE PROACTIVE NOT REACTIVE
5. Dont be HOLY only when God touches you. But do it even in times of trouble.
6. Be Excited for God at all times!

Because God is real!

AMEN!

- If God is with us.. who can be against us?