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..is what I would like to say.. But I know I cant live with just music alone.

Yet again, I agree with her that music could be the core of our life. Without it, really.. what’s life man?

I remember the time when a friend borrow my earpiece.. I must be out of my tiny weezy mind to even be willing to lend it to her.

LoL for the longest time in my life, I suffered from musicsomnia. Everyday doing to school musicless. The pain is excruciating. It just felt as if time stops for me. Endless noise in the train made me suffered a terrible frustration. Everyday wondering when will my ordeal crisis end..

For almost one month, I endured the mental irritation swear to overcome whatever addiction I am in. Despite the trials that lies before me.

I’m happy to say after I got back my earpiece. I could actually discipline myself to stop listening to music for a while.. yeah.. so far.. the longest I can get pass is 2 hours.. after which, my addiction would come back again..

Still, I’m grateful that I’ve found something called Music. One of the wonders in the world that no human could ever fathom the amazing phenomenon that is occuring and revolving in our life.

Recently, I realize my ability of singing is getting weaker and weaker.. I think it’s because of my voice.. I cant go too high.. haiz sad.. But nvm.. I still can DRUM and dance and Jump and shout”! haha

I shall not submit to the power that be! hehe

Mum’s birthday coming this sunday. You got that right! April Fool! LoL Was rushing a card with my dad just now. very nice hor! Tomorrow show to you. I forgot to save in my laptop just now lol

Our idea has been implemented by someone.. from this point on.. it’s another very slanted path for me.. we need an idea that would be much more creative.. and much better then the latter.

How can I achieve that? Only God knows! Considering me lacking in creativity and skills in developing something professional.  There’s only one way out for me.. But I need to be very optimistic about whatever that is going to happen or else I will definitely plunge all the way down to the bottom and never get back up again..

Yes.. Be strong.. You dont face it alone..

Recently watched Inuyasha. Not bad Nice anime. Will do some introduction tomorrow. tired ler. time to sleep. Good Night!

I’m not afraid to walk this world alone..

First time before service I waited in this style.
A picture speaks a thousands words.

Unbelievable. I got no one to talk to. Everyone in my unit was talking to their own group of friends from other poly etc.. Haiz.. I wonder why cant I find anyone to chat to.

I guess it should be no surprise that the one who found me is my buddy. My group didn’t even realize I disappeared when the door open. If I go home at that moment, no one would notice I believe..

Getting discontented with the management of everything. Haiz.. Jia lat.. in the end.. the blog still ended up not being beautify.. ah well.. I did offer my helping hand. Just that they didn’t want it.

haha It’s kinda ironic. But with the times that I had performed on stage from Primary school as a dancer to Secondary school as a Martial Art Practitioner, I’m still having signs of stage fright. I only realize this yesterday inside the small jamming room yesterday,

Had a jamming session with Heng Yu, Jie Xuan who is Heng Yu’s cousin and Augustine. We played Dirty Little Secret and Famous Last Word. I must admit, we managed to complete one song with just the first try. While we were jamming, people on the outside peek from the small windows on the door to see us practise.

One glance on their direction gave me the fright of almost missing my rhythm. I realize I had stage fright then even though not on stage haha. I force myself to focus real hard.. Looking at the opposite direction and tell myself I dont have to bother about them. At the same time, keep reminding myself what’s the next bear I gotta play. haha

It’s kinda funny, but wow, we managed to complete the song. We were rewarded with some thumbs up and claps from the “Audience” from the outside. Jie Xuan Commented

“Wow, we got fans liaoz”

LoL that really make me laugh. I also dont know why.

I personally enjoyed yesterday jamming. It was quite a good time for bonding and coordinating practise with Heng Yu and company. LoL

But I realize I really admire the wonders of what band music can really do. Saturday was an eye opening for me during service.

There is this part where the host was introducing someone who will be coming up to share a testimonial.

As the host address the audience, the guitarist was playing a solo tune. The rythm was very musical and melodical. I love it.. What open my eyes was later when the host deliver his final speech and the person came on stage. The Same melody still played on the guitar, but this time the same tune with a lower frequency is played on the keyboard and the bass supported the heaviness of the tune plus the drummer giving a wisp of rock feeling. The whole band sounds so heavenly. Even though it’s just a few mins.

That was the time where I realize how great a band is! haha

No words can explain how I felt.

I just want to be drunk in this elegance… good night.

Never coming back…

Omg,… my hair looks so  OMG! LoL

now watching : Noir

Two maiden that governs death.

Yeah.. one chiobu and one little kid who has no emotion. With skills that has been honed perfect and unbelievable sensitve hearing with unmissable marksmen skill they are called Noir the professional assinations.

However. They do not know their past. Thus like all anime, the story starts..
Nice anime. Got chance must watch wor haha

Yesterday practise was pretty good. At least the amplifiers works at my place without disturbing the neighbour.
This Sunday Jamming session gotta jam some new songs

Famous Last Words by Chemical Romance

Dirty Little Secret

LoL Nice song sia. I enjoyed practising those songs. But I really need to put in more practise for my double strokes. Really cmi..

I think my MSN is really full of “friends” that I dont really think I want to keep it.

I would rather click on their name for one very last time and probably say some sort of prayer or rather mumbling.. and press the “DELETE” button on my keyboard.

Save it for true friends and brothers. Really man. Those people buay pai sei one ah?

Face so thick? Only msg me once in a blue moon. I’m sorry, it should be whenever there’s an IT crisis at their place.

I’m not God hor… If you only pray to God when you are in trouble. God might not like it. But he will save you. Sorry ah.. wo shi ren.

I dont have that type of endless love and care for you ah. I’m busy enough at my work to bother about your small or big problems.

I would rather save my brain cells and help those who truely regard me as friend and not only come to me in dark times..

I know I need to repent. But God forgives me

Today, after work until quite tired, I jam those new songs quite a few times to get the hang of it. I think I’m getting the hang of the song. Should be able to play well on Sunday. lala

Yesterday Ben gave me a teaching lesson and after that we play in KGS.

we put our mind together and played someone who was supposed to be 8 - 10k which later proved to be 15k.

Ben almost went mad just thinking about how his invasion succeeded in the second line a.k.a Failure line.

It was unbelievable. But I guess our opponent wasn’t much of an opponent who have been through 7 * 4 lessons 3 months ago till now.

here’s the move. You have to play Go to understand. Dont understand just skip this part lor

The peacefulness in the game..

The attack. The guy wasn’t familiar too I guess. made a couple of mistakes and lost more land haha

sianz.. tired of my work liaoz. dont feel like doing ler haha

ok quite late ler. Time to sleep good night.

dirty little secrets..

how long will it last?

As long as our hair stays black?

Many times.. we’ve quarreled..small or big matters it doesn’t matter.

Many times we thought we were matured enough to deal with situations..

Yet we failed..

Just when I thought i’m really gonna lose a precious good friend for good, we are back in good terms again.

I really cherish this friendship.. and I’m really glad we do not talk about the past anymore but look forward to the future to talk about.

Mk Zh and I. Forever Pals

300 is really a nice movie. I love how the King replied sarcastically. and I really enjoy the show. Not the sex position, nor the gory part. But the Unity Fighting Spirit that all 300 warriors have. I have to agree when the King said, numbers do not matters. It’s the quality that matters most.

It’s being proven true when the 300 ferocious brave warrior resisted the persia army with Strong unity of creating a shield and to protect each other from the invasion.

This sentence impacted me again regarding about Hope RP.

Numbers do not matters. It’s the quality

I really love their position. Even when the rain of arrows descended from the sky upon them, they blocked all of them with their absolute defense.

It’s an inevitable fate that all 300 warriors will die in the end. But I do agree that they have died gloriously. However, I think the King greatest Regret is not being able to take the “God” Down in throw. That would have do good for the whole world man.

“God” Said they are immortal, ANGELS!

I said, they are demons from hell.

They look so ridiculously ugly, with rotten teeth and twisted eyes beastly skin and everything that would make it ugly.

I was laughing away when I saw Butcher from DOTA inside haha

ok Enough about the show.

Sunday attended membership class. Not bad. Didn’t fall asleep throughout the session. Took some pic with my brother and sister.

Finally.. Another path in life.. lol

Hungry

Act blur haha

Bloody Valentine..

LoL after reading someone’s blog today, I realized I havent been ranting about my work for a while now too hehe. So let me keep you guys updated on what is happening to narutofever now lol

Wishful thinking on my part to even thinking that after rushing for so many weeks, I can finally take my well deserved break.

It appears that I have more things to do now then ever. It’s call “Fine Tuning”. It consist of improving features, adding in more content, fixing some url bug, creating new features and fixed bugs of course..

ahhh! I going to die ler.. Revenue of the website drop by 40%. Stressful work ah! Sometimes whenever I look at the “to do” list, it makes me start wondering if creating a CMS from scratch is a good choice at all. Haiz. I fail to forget the most important thing that one should never forget. “This is not a school work!”

For school work ah, even if I left out some minor details, I wont kenna scolding or anything. But ah, in the outside world. Every strands counts.. or rather every binary counts..

I must always tell myself. NO! I cannot slack off! I must carry on doing. If I slack off means lose money liaoz.

And that’s how I self Discipline myself to keep working 24/7 like a robot.

At least take a break on Saturday!

Yep! been there done that.

Went to Camp Christine with a few people to take a look at where to position my workshop.. LoL the path into Camp Christine is ridicously long.

Alighting from the bus, we just have to keep walking straight into this stony, sandy, path where you will never see an ending haha.

I still remember how happy everyone is when we caught a glimpse of the camp.

I must say.. the camp is.. haha… I dont want to say much

Thank God for the mini Bus that drove into the camp and fetch us all back to Cuppage Plaza.

Save us the trouble of getting out of the endless path.

Shu Hui and Shu Ying attended Service. Was shocked to see Shu Ying. haha I remember I saw Shu Hui then SHu Ying was looking at me and I didn’t notice. Upon sawing her I almost repel haha.

Service was great, took a 2 mins nap all in all

Dinner at Mos Burger. Li Yan totally cannot make it. Everything she say also wrong one.

Me: “Sharon ah, you now gradulate liaoz where will you be working with your dip?”
Sharon: “I think I will still be working at the bra shop lor.”
Li Yan: “Oh!” “What brand are you working at?”
*Everyone look dumbfounded at Liyan*
*Sharon Burst out laughing along with the rest of us*

Bra Shop = Bravistimo. The ice cream shop that Sharon has been working at for a long time now.

*When Li Yan realize it*

Li Yan: Oh! Sorry ah I just came back from Mars!

and that brings in another set of laughter and “Rolling on the floor”

The actual planet is Venus. Everyone knows Female came from Venus, and Male came from Mars

Getting late, so left Mos Burger. Stumble upon a $2 ONLY shop. Sharon the Auntie without surprise suggested everyone to go in and look look.

Jovin pro.

Jovin: “There’s only one thing worth buying in there.”

Jovin: “A Handicap Sign Sticker.”

*diao*

Finish shopping, Hungry Liaoz. Someone suggested go eat Tao Huay. Shu Ying seems excited haha. She’s craving for it I think. After 30 mins of discussion as usual, finally set off for tao huay.

Another Joke Happen.

Shu Ying : “Auntie Tou Hua Yi Tiao” *Translate: (Auntie 1 piece of beancurd)
Auntie: o.O??
Shu Ying : “Tou Hua Yi Tiao” *Translate: (1 piece of beancurd)
Auntie: still o.O??
Shu Ying : *patience* “Tou Hua Yi Tiao” *Translate: (1 piece of beancurd)
Auntie: still o.O??
Sharon: “har? Tou Hua where got yi tiao”
Shu Ying: “Oh! You Tiao yi Tiao!”

hahahahaha Dont know why so many jokes on one day

Anyway, let me show you a wonderful piece of Winamp play list The songs inside are my all time favourite. JoyC can relate that and be my witness of testimonial

Interesting eh. Credit goes to WorseThanFailure

Cannot see? Click on image lor lol

Sunday even more happening. But I’ll talk about it tomorrow. I want to sleep ler. I need to use more vocab in my blog man haha

Famous last Word..

YES!

http://www.narutofever.com

GO and see my creation! After like so many many many months, I keep delay delay because of many reason, Joy-C reason also included inside haha And now.. finally.. it’s launched!

I did a banner for the under construction page i find it quite cute.

Time to brush up my photoshop skill! And if everything goes well. I’ll be finally changing SKIN!

ahhh! I so tired.. First time rush project like mad. Can really feel how you felt ah Joy-C LoL

Ok i’ll time to rest! My hands are tired from interacting with the keyboard.

Oh.. before that Let me show you guys another image.

New year.. my sis and I played Go.. then found out the stones are quite wet some how.. so sis decided to leave the stones on the table to dry it..

Next day kenna scold by mother say messy etc.. so dad come out with a wonderful idea.. here the idea:

Is he creative or what? So in the end.. My mother say dont keep the stone ah! haha

Continuing from my afternoon post. Here’s some banner Sig I just did. Quite dull. I can be inspired easily now, but the problem is. No Skill ah! lol

First Image: Hitsugaya

Second Image: Ino

Third Image: err.. Nuclear Aftermath (I dont like the font )

I dont know what I doing actually.. I guess I got much much more to go..

Boredom leads to another two paragraph. LoL
Just now I counted on the stuff that i’m currently doing..Let me do the counting here..
1) Website Coding
2) Website Designing
3) Drumming
4) Play Go
5) Hope

I’m juggling between a total of 5 stuff. I should be very busy and no time to think of anything.. Yet, there is such emptiness in me.. I wonder why ah? LoL

Let me tell you ah, my nfever database ah, I just launched it not long ago. Now already got 50 user sign up.. Siao liaoz.. I hope I wont wake up tomorrow cant find my system LoL

Ok lah Nothing to blog liaoz. If got i’ll come back and start a new post ler lol. Good Night.

It’s gonna be short. my project is finally coming to an end. A new project arises. Is there no end to it?

Miss quite alot of CG and Svc. Today I was asked to lead games. I wonder why…

Still I didn’t go because last mins gotta meet someone.

I realize if I want to stay at the multimedia World. I need to loose my logic mind and start exploring on my creativity mind. The work of some of the stuents are simply amazing.. haiz.. I just cant win them. I need to find my own style…

Once i find it, everything would flow.. before then.. I’ll die..

Inspiration from within..

AHHH!! SAVE ME!!!

LoL Today another whole day coding like siaoz~ lol

There are 10 more task I need to do then the whole website will go live. I cant wait for it to go live man! So exciting. Not because the traffic will be high. Ok that’s one. But another is also I can concentrate on other work where I dont have to worry about deadlines

Yesterday We had a jamming session! The attendance has improved! This time with one more person! MEI YUN!! WOO!!

She’s our vocalist! FInally our group is complete

When Dao come back, we would have everyone already~

The Jamming was cool

One thing I learnt from the Jamming session

Dont be in your own World.

Yes. At first, even though Mei Yun was singing, I have to admit I’m in my own world. I’m just playing like I’m alone and I believe likewise for Heng Yu and Jason too.

What is a band for if everyone just play in his own world?

With this realization, the next song shepherd became a dynamic one for all of us! We have eye contact and constantly reading each other mind~

The singer sing with satisfaction the guitarist play with high “FEVER” and the drummer drum like in Heaven~

It’s so cool! I love the feeling.

I believe in no time, we will be able to play as a BAND! With the motto of “Drum Line”

ONE SOUND ONE VOICE!~

Funny sia today.. Just when I was about to complete my task, suddenly dio error I dont know how to fix..

Went through the logic thousands of time still cant get it right. Trial and error until the cow come back, nothing.

In the end went to sleep.

zZzzZZzzZ …..

7 PM Woke up,

Take a look at my com, fiddle with the code for another 10 mins, then finally found it OUT OF NO WHERE!

gosh.. this is how tough programming is..

So lesson learnt.

When your thinking is in a mess, take a break and go and sleep

Always do planning on a paper before starting to write the code

You wont regret it…

You know.. I got a few dissatisfaction regarding about the camp blog. But should I raise it out?

I feel I can do more for HIM. But I feel they didn’t want my help. Ahh…

nvm I think I”ll wait till they ask before I give a helping hand.

Not that I didn’t ask. But I think she want to do it alone probably no time to meet. At the same time, the higher ups wants to maintain it that way :/

ah well..just a thought

Ok Good Night~

my pimples and eye bags all come out play ler.. haiz..

my work which is 2 months overdue is NOT YET COMPLETE. I’m still working on it! So tired sia..two days consecutively after outings, drum lesson, cg i coome home CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG until i dont feel well still chionging.. but still cant complete. LoL But i believe i’m progressing~ so many things to do.. two days ago, while I prepare myself to start redoing the site layout, i implemented  CSS2 a.k.a CSS-P Css Positioning. You know something? My previous code layout was THIS LONG:

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now, with the new and improved css-p my code is just:

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and what’s the best part? It’s so easy to edit! Unlike the tables that I wrote, TROUBLESOME!!!

However, even though CSS-P has it’s advantage. There is a GREAT DISADVANTAGE TOO.

Times and times again, because of cross browser compability the layout just appeared “OUT OF PLACE”

Definition of Cross Browser Compability: Tags, functions, commands that works in one might or does not work in another. eg( Internet Explorer suppose color scroll bar, firefox dont.)

IRRITATING AH I tell you.. I read the web, everyone is commenting “IE6 & 7″ with all the amazing remarks that only involve words that you usually use in a negative ways.

Yep. IE 6 is the browser that “everyone” loves and is giving me the most headache.

However, no matter what it is, I’m proud to have learnt CSS-P. Why?

CSS 3 coming ah!

haha, I remember last time when I was young, my parent keep telling me, in IT industry very ma fan de. Everytime need to improve yourself.. Now I understand already.. If I dont learn CSS 1 and 2 now, when 3 is out. I die. Some more now with so many browsers, each have their own standards.. we ought to be up to date.

Internet Explorer, FireFox, Opera, Safari etc..etc..

Troublesome ah! lol

To make one tag to “function properly”, 3 lines of codes of the same meaning has to be stated at times just for the browsers compatibility.

As troublesome as it is though, it beat writing 10 lines to create tables haha

All in all, I’m satisfied with CSS and I believe there is much more for me to learn and now ah after learning CSS, i’m tempted to create new layout for my blog ler haha. Look forward to it man~ My new blog layout gonna rox~ That is if I have the time to do it

Tools involved when coding:

Photoshop CS2
NotePad++
FlashFXP
Internet Explorer
FireFox
PhpmyAdmin
FireFox Error Console
Google
twopaws.sg!

crazy..

this is the number of things I opened to do work. LoL

I miss you ah haha

it just float in somehow when I doing work. LoL

ok lah tired ler.

Note for IT Freaks whose going to advance in Web Design:

It is strongly advise by ME yours truly, to forget your thinking of tables can do everything in layout design. Believe me.. you’ll fall in love with CSS once you work on it!

Here’s an image to prove it!

good night..and DONT …

let the bed bugs bite..