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Helpless

I guess this is how people felt at a certain point of their life.

We are all humans.. Humans are people with feelings. Nothing wrong with that. What’s wrong with it is that.

Humans do not know how to tame their feelings.

Just like Ichigo.. 

Ichigo is a main character from an anime called Bleach. Through an incident, he inherited a shinigami’s (Warrior from another world a k a Shinigami) power(Reiatsu) to protect his family from hollow(Monster from another world).

Unknowing that he himself had hidden reiatsu, the story unfolds on to show that he actually has an enormous amount of Reiatsu.
“Like water flowing endlessly”

And at a stage of time, he just somehow awaken and released it without knowing how to control his flow.

“Ending up killing the Grandes Menos(Level 80 monster -_-) “

I think humans are like this too..

We all have feelings.. endless feelings too.. we can be very emotional at times and feel anyhow we want. This could be a reason why the word Emo was invented. Pardon me for the lack of knowledge regarding about the origin. But I believe it started from Singapore (For some reason..)

Having feelings is neither a sin nor a crime or wrong.

But allowing yourself to change your mood according to your feeling is quite wrong. It’s quite weather based.

At times, we does it without thinking of the consequences. Which we will come to regret later on..

“Do not let your emotion control you, but control your emotion”

Just like Ichigo,

At a later part of the story, to rescue his friend, he need to go to another world. He was trained to the point of almost death and almost taken over by Hollow. However, he fought well and sustained the hollow in his body.

The Hollow in him is always trying to break free at his weakest point of time, but whenever the hollow was about to break free.. Ichigo was determined in tearing down the mask that the hollow put on for him.

We should be like Ichigo at this.

No matter in what kind of situation, no matter what happen, we must not react to it and allow your mood to determine the outcome.

Instead, we should tame ourself to think clearly even at the worst kind of situation. We should stop FEELING and think through everything in our mind before deciding what to do, “Is this situation correct?” “Is this how we should feel now?” “Is everyone thinking correctly?” “Are we dealing the situation the right way?” “Is there another more effective way to handle it?” “Are we just simply reacting for no reason?”

These are just some questions that we can ask ourself.

I know this kind of thing, easier said then done. Yes of course. Even I myself is also struggling at point of time. Having the knowledge is one thing, Wisdom is yet another.

The difference between knowledge and wisdom is

Knowledge empower and equip you with the knowing.

Wisdom is using your knowledge and knwoing how to apply and applying it.

Actually, I’m very surprised at myself. I know I have tamed myself to a certain extent that I could still think even at a very emo situation. But I realize last few days, I was very helpless.. the feeling of not knowing what to do and dont feel like doing anything is very wrong..

That was when I’m really beginning to feel for some of my friends.. feeling their pain… putting myself on their shoes.. it hurts my heart.. knowing this is just 1/3 of how they really feel. But we must not stop at just feeling.. we need to act!

But I thank God that having him with me.. I have the power to withstand everything and walk back to him.

I may not be dealing situation the best way. But I believe it was the best I could give at that point of time already.

free… break free!!