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haha As I promised someone I would update within the week, I know i’m late! But it’s just one day late. Dont beat me around the head haha

Hello fellas! It’s been a long time since i last post here. Sorry ah, been really really really busy lor. I was helping with one of my dear sister with her FYP project because I cant believe that such a team mates like her’s actually existed in the Christian World. I wonder if he does his QT daily But ah very jia lat haha I think I actually screwed up for her more then I Help her. ASP.NET is something that I’m alien to.Very alien too actually. But because of her, I struggled to learn the language. Slowly, I’m beginning to understand. Unfortunately, not knowing concept without the proper coding is not enough. Thus I more or less failed helping Sharon. I feel quite bad about it. I sure hope that stupid guy would help her..
Anyway, At this moment, I’m also helping Jolene and Joycelyn with her FYP. I face many opposition from my parent initially. Actually, I’m more stunt then surprised to know that my parent actually felt lonely at times.

My mum once told me, “Tell the girls dont come at this hour, need to eat dinner.” “In the end i have to go out and eat alone” I was kinda shock that day when I was having my break fast before going to school. All the way to school, without ear piece to listen to music because someone lend it from me :X These few prominent sentence keep running through my head. I prayed.. I asked for answer. I’ve received. But I doubted. aww!!! Why am I so awful? LoL But still I did it. And I made a choice. This choice I do not dare to tell my spiritual mentor. I felt that i know what is he going to tell me. I may be wrong but I do not want to take the risk. Not at this moment anyway. This week is a very busy week for me too anyway.

But after this month, what of next month and next next month? Haiz. i’m stress.. I found out that if my schedule keep going on like this. I dont know if I’m should stay in DMM.. Stressful period..

I wont talk about my next month and next next month schedule in here. But I’m really stress..

Plus, I think God is giving me sign of a new changes that I could face many opposition again. I need to keep praying regarding about this. I’m not sure yet. Is the time now? I think many people going to be very disappointed in me. But deep in me, I believe I have no choice. Recently, all decisions made are very painful to me. I didn’t want to do it, but i’m put into a situation that I cant reject, neither do I want to accept. Yet unwillingly accepted. What is God trying to tell me here?

Can I solve problem like Joycelyn and Jolene one? That seems easier for me.. Ah well.. Long entry. Sorry ah. Today quite an emo entry. It’s my life after all. Tomorrow I’ll post something more interesting. Till then. Good Bye

The time has come…..